I joined V3 1 month + to 2, and I see my life transformed greatly, years of addiction were gone
Ps Olivia told us to write gratitude Journalling for 30 days and I started to write my first day of gratitude on that day.in particular the gratitude declaration did help me a lot during our morning sessions for that day
I was an angry person, I always very angry in my life, I have many unhappiness in life, I was addicted to alcohol why I said was because on the 5 day of my gratitude journalling I realized I no longer want to go drinking anymore, I found a pungent smell when I drink and from that day onwards that was on 23 Sept I knew I am totally free from alcohol. Today is 28 Sept I realized many of my habits were gone.
My life has changed I found I am a very happy person now, I no longer have hatred, I found I can interact with people, I found my life has a new beginning. During the event on 10 Sept the 10am to 3pm sessions, I wrote my petition to take away my addictions and hatred. I believe God wants to help me to remove my addiction though the gratitude journalling. Through this journalling I realized I was not a thankful person , it was hard for me to write but I tell myself there must be something I can be thankful of, instead of getting angry and blame someone & situation that t I have become an addicted person, an unhappy person. I started to take a big and wrote that I am thankful to God that I am still alive, knowing what is life and I am thankful that I am able to journal all the things that I am thankful of that was my very 1st sentences, Because I stepped out I started to be able to write.
I am thankful to Ps Joshua sharing and his sharing encouraged me to change my mindset and Ps Olivia for helping for guiding me and journey with me during my darkness time. I am thankful that I saw light now and shine around me.
On 9 Sept , I was thinking of committing suicide I told no one , Ps Olivia knew, she texted me , life is precious, life is great, life is not disappointment but God taught us life & by the grace of God we are able to live gracefully. She told me we all have the grace of God . She asked me : do you think you have the grace of God in life? She said God told me you have the grace of God in life. You are God precious daughter, He wants you to be happy , arise and shine for the glory of God has come unto your life. The past is history, tomorrow we have grace to live, today is a gift that is why it is called present. Do not give up and God never give up on you. Be a thankful person and stay happy.
May this sharing encouraged you as well.
God bless!
My zoom name J
29 Sept 2024
我加入V3 1个月多2 个月了,我看到了自己生活的巨大转变, 多年的毒瘾烟消云散
Ps Olivia 告诉我们写感恩日记30天,我就在那天开始写我的第一天感恩日记。特别是感恩的宣言确实对我那天的晨会帮助很大
我是个易怒的人,一生中总是怒气冲冲,生活中有许多不如意,我曾经酗酒成瘾,为什么这么说曾经呢,因为在感恩日记的第5天,我意识到自己再也不想喝酒了,我发现喝酒时会有刺鼻的气味,从9月23日那天起,我就彻底戒酒了。今天是9月28日,我意识到许多习惯都消失了。
我的生活发生了改变,我发现我现在是一个非常快乐的人,我不再有仇恨,我发现我可以与人交流,我发现我的生活有了新的开始。在9月10日的活动上,上午10点到下午3点,我写了我的请愿书,以消除我的成瘾和仇恨所以我想神通过感恩日记把我的坏习惯改了。通过写日记,我意识到自己不是一个懂得感恩的人,写感恩对我来说很难,但我告诉自己,我肯定有值得感恩的事情,而不是生气和责怪某人或某事,导致我成为一个瘾君子,一个不快乐的人。 我开始写了一篇长文,感谢上帝让我还活着,让我知道生命的意义,感谢自己能够写下所有感恩的事情,这是我第一篇文章,因为我踏上一步,我开始能够写作。感谢约书亚牧师分享,他的分享鼓励我改变心态,感谢奥利维亚牧师在我黑暗时期给予的帮助和指导。我很感激,因为我现在看到了光明,并照耀着我周围的人。
9月9日,我曾想过自杀,我没有告诉任何人,奥利维亚牧师通过神她知道， 然后给我发短信,告诉我生命是宝贵的,生命是美好的,生活不会令人失望,而是上帝教给我们生活,靠着上帝的恩典,我们能够优雅地生活。她告诉我,我们都有上帝的恩典。她问我:你认为你生活中有上帝的恩典吗? 她说,上帝告诉我,你的人生充满了上帝的恩典。你是上帝的宝贝女儿,他希望你快乐,为了上帝的荣耀而闪耀,因为上帝的荣耀已经降临到你的生命中。过去已成历史,明天我们有恩典去生活,今天是一个礼物,这就是为什么它被称为当下。不要放弃,上帝永远不会放弃你。成为一个心存感恩的人。保持快乐。
愿这个分享也能鼓励你。
Zoom 的名字J
2024 年 9 月 29 日